An adjective that would perfectly describe how I feel whenever I hear updates about him and her.
Unready.
I had a few experiences in the past where the guy just easily moved on and find a new one. It caused me a lot of bitterness and pain, sure. But those experiences didn't make me prepared for this one, at this time. Even though I kind of saw her coming. Maybe I have trusted his words too much than I should have.
Undefeated.
The word I should remind myself. It's not a battle between me and him. Not even a fight of the past or the present. It's only me and myself in the arena now and I choose to win.
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