Whenever I feel down, I listen to Everybody's Free (To Wear Sunscreen). The lyrics, or speech rather, cheers me up, gives me hope, and motivates me to go on with life. It says, "Dance. Even if you have no where to do it but in your own living room."
Today, I feel fine. I feel great! And I feel like dancing in the living room. So I did.
I turned to Spotify on my laptop, and played the Top 100 playlist. When it started playing, I started to dance and sing!
From the playlist, the song of Ariana Grande's One Last Time started playing, I got surprised with its lyrics which I have never paid attention to before. It really sounds familiar..
"So one last time
I need to be the one who takes you home
One more time
I promise, after that, I'll let you go
Baby, I don't care if you got her in your heart
All I really care is you wake up in my arms
One last time
I need to be the one who takes you home
I don't deserve it
I know I don't deserve it,
But stay with me a minute
I swear I'll make it worth it
Can't you forgive me?
At least just temporarily
I know that this is my fault
I should've been more careful
I know I should've fought it
At least I'm being honest (yeah)
But stay with me a minute
I swear I'll make it worth it, babe
'Cause I don't wanna be without you"
Remember that one last time? When you wanted to take me home. And you did. And you wished for one more time. And I refused. Because I hated you, I am angry at you. Because I was hurt and confused. That one last time that you wanted, you said that you'll let me go if I give it to you. I sure remember all of this.
I sure remember how you give an update to that other person when just a couple of minutes ago you were requesting me to give you that one last time.