I cannot thoroughly explain how I felt the moment I clicked "unblock" earlier. Somehow it is made me feel lighter inside. Breathing feels easier. My mind -- clearer.
It was entirely opposite feelings on the day that I blocked him many months ago. I was immensely envy, angry, and sad all at the same time. My mind was filled with negative thoughts and my heart was wrapped by pathetic emotions.
Regardless, smiling was inevitable.